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WhenWhen did I first start to fall? It's hard to remember how it started all those years ago, back when my hair was a gentle blonde and his was a soft brown with just a hint of red. But, I think it was our first day of Dragon Training. It was a serious moment, realizing that our leader felt that they needed us to start learning to fight, made me think that our parents would never come home. But then he walked in, and joked. I wanted to make a remark about what his parents would think if they heard him joke about the pain that someone can experience in battle, and then I remembered.
If our parents didn't come back, he'd be all alone.
His mother was already gone, he only had his father. And being alone has to be the biggest pain someone can feel without having talons or teeth or a blade pierce their flesh. So I gave him leniency. It was later that night that I realized something. That first joking sarcastic remark, that remark that still sticks in the back of my mind, "Pain, love it."
Red Letter Day - Prologue
So here I am, writing.
I’m writing, I’m writing – just as you told me to.
I’m writing, I’m writing, I’m writing.
Have you ever noticed that when the sun goes down, this flat changes? It does. The walls are white during the day and lingering brown at night. During the day, I’m with you and the light from outside paints the walls that heavenly color. But when that sun goes down, the demons wake and I’m alone again, even though you’re just a room away.
Somehow it seems less threatening tonight, and I think it’s because you’ve given me an assignment to try and fight off the darkness. You gave me a stack of papers and a pen and told me to write everything that comes to mind.
It’s a strange feeling to have complete freedom. These empty pages are mine to do whatever I please – I could even wipe my ass with them – but they’re also terribly intimidating. The blank page has always been a nemesis of man. It&
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